Hiez hie... life is great at times! but saddness brings u down to nowhere... these few days, i don know wad have i done wrong... i felt so miserable... as in i'm just simply heartbroken! my heart scattered into pieces... no knowing wad to say... i can't really explain...
its just that the thing is sooooo important to me!
i can't really live without *****!
i dun noe why i'm doing all these! but...
my heart aches!
my mind whirl round aimlessly!
i just **** u...
i really wanna forget the past! but i just can't? hmmm... maybe i'm stubborn... i need more time... i hope i can really get rid of it as soon as possible... lesser grief lesser pain... but, i dun really wish to let go... but i know i should... i'm not asking for any request! or any painful decision... i just want to know tat you will be fine as a fren and i'll always keep my shoulders wide out and open for you to lay on... tell me how u feel and wad happen... i'll always be free to consult... i dun mind to hear your troubles, and dun mind to listen to your complainz! i'm satisfied enuff to listen to u... maybe u might think tat i'm doing all these foolish stuff stupendously... but i know my limits...
i will wait...
wait...
wait...
wait...
wait...
wait...
WAIT...
as long the day i'm still alive! i'm willing enuff...

[Nov Promises]
Waiting has been a part of my life... I'm use to it... bare with it...

[Patience]
Even the World's toughest rock! would change its shape under the constant of running water...