Saturday, June 04, 2005

back again! after 3 months!

I'm back after 3 months! and now i'm in my holidayz! hahaha... actually, is counted as a temporary holiday... and after that achool gonna resume again... tired... and now, i'm all alone at home... sitting in fornt of my com... typing out how i feel... sad? lonely? i dun know why?

it has been sooo many months... and i still can't get use to my daily life... i feel like i'm being thrown down into a sahara desert! i feel tricked... i dun know wad made me think of her... i can't stop thinking... maybe its a part of my life to think! hahaha. crap... knew it... nvm... i have to put myself in a hard labour or hardcore studying to prevent myself from thinking rubbish... my head is to store informations thats is good... and i'm now independent! i shall not let anyone hurt me anymore... i will stand stong from any attack... and i'm telling u! do not underestimate my powers... and also dun not overestimate me... i just want a PEACEFUL LIFE! can't i have my freedom! i hate quarrelling... i hate being offenced... and i'm not the enming that u've once knew! the real enming has changed... into a heartless, emotionless, cruel guy! from now on, u dun try to walk into my life and i shall keep my doors close!

just becoz i hate myself... and becoz of............. i'm suffering...

u will see hatred! anger! in me... i will not Pity!

"Do not hesitate, SHow NO MERCY!" - my ending...

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