hello! these days happen lots of thing...
lets say today... went to work till 2.30pm. boss said let me off early:)
then went home.
on the way in the MRT, saw miss lin...
was talking about my results and my hair...
then about school, then about my life...
then she ask how's ur girlfren? well, firstly didn;t know wad to say...
but just move my mouth with a fake smile:) wasn't thinking about telling her that we broke up...
maybe perhaps feeling overjoy to see her... coz she's my favourite and loveable teacher:)
then she ask me questions about her... so just answer as for normal lohx... then reach toa payoh interchange, dropping off by saying bye to her:) and she said stay in contact:)

wasn't really thinking much of us... wad made me feel really pain is about her... didn't know wad to do all the way... at the bus stop, in the bus, at void deck... sitting down at those benches and calming myself... feeling the wind that passes by and telling myself everything will be fine... well, i'm still strong and stiff...

that few days really happen a lot of things... and it kept me thinking... nothing is forever... trust me... i shouldn't have put in everything to it... always telling myself that everything will be fine but end up worst... that few days was painful... working, sleeping, resting.... is all thinking about wad really happen.. walking alone at the beach behind suntec city, along nicole highway, makes me feel really hearty... the feeling of loneliness and quietness... and all i feel was sadness... the sadness i use to have. it was rather comfortable... sitting down at the sand... looking at the 6.30pm sunset.... hugging my legs to feel better and relax a bit... this is how the way i'll be... alone... calming down like this really can make u feel better...

then another day, was having break time, 3 hrs! so long! so didn;t know where to calm myself down again after having seen a few messages... then, walk to esplanade... walking to the merlion alone... and sitting down at the same spot... looking at the senery... at the mean time, seeing couples... doing their business with their partners:) was kinda disgusted by many of the couples, so end up walking to the bridge and sit down along the highway... was chilling... coz of the wind... and remembering how it was after prom... hahaha:) silly me... nvm... so walk back and work again... these days had been hard... and it was wad i felt more pain than before... hate the feeling.... hate it....
nice hotel being captured!!!!


yesterday, went to bring 2 idiots to interview... then they got the job... then they accompanied me till eveing... where we had feast in order to cure my pain... they didn't know why i acted so happily, and asking if i'm ok... maybe perhaps acting was too fake... well, i still end up with a smile for them:) thanks dudes...

wasn't really know wad will i do if i see u today... well, i hope things will turn out well... wad kinda expression shall i put on? smile? i guess i should... well, i dun know... i just dun wanna think about it... just as normal and natural... ok... here i go...
tatas:)