jo sung mo = only you

as times flies...

when it is broken, the whole world is cast in the crushing gloom of despair. and when one door closes, another opens... but we often look so long and regretfully upon the closed door that we do not see the one which has opened for us... the reason i started off with such a post becoz i'm feeling down and it hasn't been easy after all... i realise once i start blogging is when something bad happens...

as i was browsing through my stuff again... haha... how silly am i to go back to that page whereby i see you... and me... and the smiles... and i start to question myself... when was the last time i had such a smile... and when was the last time i really laid down to rest... when was the last time i saw you...

sometimes its just hard to look at the places... memories... i never happen to fall sick when you always know what drinks i should take... and that drink is my favourite hot tea... now i need it so much but i can't have it... nobody knows what i need the most...

having chest internal injury, going for xray this coming week... i think was the elbow that i can't sustain it... and my throat is soring so badly... plus that running nose is giving me a headache and i hate flu:( why is all these happening to me... and i know i haven't been taking care of myself... what to do... sometimes its just hard to find time to get myself comforted...

alright... guess its very late... and very long since i've blogged... and yups... cheers everyone... sorry for those who didn't manage to reach me... and well, sorry for those who can't catch up with me these days... i know i haven't been calling u guys out... but soon alright... sorry...

to toufu; you're someone nice and special... thanks for the care... and yes... you're appreciated... thanks...