shity RESULT!

today i went to school with a happy look! and i thought my grade for my chinese would be finex... coz i always get fine grades in school! and always get position in the middle of the class... yet... when the results announced... a number of my frenx got better than me!!! and i can't believe it! i've work damn hard for it and yet, i've only got a C6! WTH is that! sigh... somemore, my oral is just a PASS! shit! i sUx! somehow stun! and shockingly disappointed... my first reaction was, "i'm gonna retake!" and i dun care i need a 2 or 3 for my chinese... coz its very important to me... i need it to get a good overall score at the end of everything to go to the course i want in poly! and the shity thing was i need to study my chinese AGAIN! i memorise all the words so hard and now i need to do it again! SIGH... well... somehow, still disappointed now...

that day, so glad that there's *YOU*, if not i really feel like jumping down from the 4th floor in my school... or even smash my head onto the walls... make myself in a coma... and then, memory loss for me... so i can regenerate my BRAIN! now... i need HELP!!! REAL HELP!

GOD!
help me... i need to work hard.. i dun want to just say with my mouth...
i want to work it! and by working it is a very painful... i need YOU, god...
help... i call for u... please...