i'm trying to smile?

today woke up quite early, but there is no training... hmmm... nvm... but something in my mind, in my heart keeps pounding hard! wads that...

its you... Kym... somehow, i'm worried about you... u said that i dun care about you... then u say that you'll tell me wad happen when you're down or wad... and u said u might need to tell me wad happen after you cool down... and i agree that if you're not cooled... then u won't tell me wad happen... well, i wanna hear from you.. thats wad i ask for in the beginning... but u think that i'm not putting in effort to please up to ur expectation... and i'm very hurt that nitex... well, nvm... its over...

its a new day, and i hope you can smile again? its just misunderstandings... yeahz? dun always tell me "wadever lahz"... this is showing me that you're not alright... and i'll be worried for that... well, i _ _ _ _ _ you... and i always will... and nobody else...