Friday, September 16, 2005

today suckx!

today had my maths paper 2... then i lost 43 points... i think? sigh... i can't believe it! i look at the back of the paper and found out it was so easy! gosh! and i left it blank! 12 marks lehx! ass shit! then add up those i think is got mistakes, its around 43 points! sigh...

sorry guys... and including kym... i wasn't feeling nice that moment... so didn't really talk... ehx... just disappointed... i just feel like falling into a deep hole... and i can't do anything, but to wait and die... sigh... just feel like having someone's shoulder to lie on... well, i neglected YOU* - kym... hmmm.. i didn't really wanted to take ur call becoz i was really lying my head on the table... and was very upset... hmm nvm... nobody knows the pain... well, thanks for the call anyway, i listen the 2nd time is becoz i dun want u to worry... Kk? hmmm... i'm finex... i think? sigh... bloody shit... dun feel like going on... this battle is SUCKX!

i tried, i did my best, will HE* still be there to help? i dun think so... sorry, i just felt hopeless for the moment... nvm... ignore me... and look down on me! everyone of u all! look down on me... and laugh at me... i'm hopeless... i'm a piece of shit...

sorry kym, i feel so hopeless now... feeling like........... nvm... i _ _ _ _ _ you... <3

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