last day of cny

how's ur results guys? i've heard from a lot of ppl... and i've seens those that perform well during school performed badly in O level in my class... its quite sad to hear that they didn't get the results as wad they expected... but as for me, i became better than them instead... i dun know why but i'm sure, there's a reason... ya? and one thing i'm sure is that i really did put in lotsa effort! some of u must have thought of this... during the period of o level, kymberly became my girlfren and u guys should have thought tat we're busy with our relationship instead of studying... well, u guys are wrong lahz... lols... actually is my honey:) that is there helping me... without her i dun think i can get such a result... and its not the encouragement of someone u love but its the determination that u have to put in... do u know when we study during the period for o level? how she tutor me? and how we learn? guess wad? we both set up timetable for the next day as in wad to study! and we use phone to communicate and tutoring! do u guys know that? and all thanks to kymm honey that she has been teaching me everything and i can tell u she's really cool! she can remember things from the book just by flipping the book once! gosh! thats wad i'm impressed about! lols... well, that were the hard times that i can share with guys:) and everytime, during the break period where we have our self studying be4 O level... every morning i'll go all the way to school to ask for revision from the teachers! and they do teach! well, and 1 thing most important that is! u must concentrate! ya! i didn't concentrate enuff... thats why i've got 19... lols... but i think is far better than my prelims:) which was 27! goodness! lols... this is just my experience from the past... that is becoz i'm having such a honey and also a good partner to study with:) kymberly! lols! just hope that u guys that having the unexpected grades, that were bad, dun brood over it... and have faith... be more serious and dun take things for granted:) then i'm sure u'll succeed:) good luck guys!

just came back from work and tiresome! today went to work at 10am! sigh... reach there and started work from 11am till 3.15pm... had break for 3 hrs... saw honey's sms... she didn't enter idol thing... well, and she's quite upset about it... and i'm feeling sad for her also... but she told me is a good thing that she didn't gget into the idol thing coz if she gets into it.. then there'll be lotsa guys chasing after her... so i was annoyed by this message in the first place then i said, if like that then nvm lohx.. i shall stand aside then.. yeahx... but she knows that i love her not becoz of fame or wadever things can le:) coz i love her with my heart:) and she knows that my love for her will not gonna die:) heex;)
during lunch break was sufferous!! coz i didn't have someone beside me so i felt lonely... sigh... sadded... nvm lahz.. she went to church:) so i'm still fine with her:) tot she was upset and i kept calling ehr and she didnt' take my call... was worried then ask her mum where's she... then i found out she's at church.. then felt better:) i'm sure God has other plans for her:) then walk thru the whole stretch of suntec cty and city link to look for valentine's day prezzie for some1... heex:) but found nothing that caught my eyes... lols... but found something that my honey loves:) and i hope she does:) lols... hahaha... nvm... then start back work at 6pm... yawnx... tiring... then, till 11pm... reach home at 12am... and sister was praising me for my results... lols... then big sis has gone overboard le... sobx... miss her:) hope she buys me the things i've requested:) lols... hahaha...

still got lotsa things to say... but can't finish in a few minutes... and lots of upset stuff to write about...
"wad if one day i'm a female and i see my boyfren with a girl sitting down at a cafe having food in a sofa seat... and this girl is sitting next to the guy so close? but not opposite the direction of the guy.. if u're a passer-by, wad do u think about this 2 ppl? a couple? well, my collegee actually ask me whether do i know them, coz i've been noticing them... and the guy was actually my boyfren! should i say he's my boyfren? or should i say i dun noe him... wad is the feeling if u see things like that? u know that they're not in a relationship but wad was ur first impression and feelings? i'm sure is complete JEALOUSY! lols... "
well, just stating some examples... and sometimes, if u dun see the person that u love... and u found out u can't get to hear from her or can't get to contact her... wad was ur first idea? where's she? who's she with? and why isn't she taking my call? is she alone with some guy? that was wad made u feel worse... hahaa... well, these are all illusions.. if u take them seriously, u'll end in misery!

sitting down some benchat a quiet place in suntec city for the past 3 hrs from 3pm till 6pm... and i can say i sat down for 2 hrs to think... and i was thinking about lotsa stuff there... was kind alone and felt weird feelings... somehow sad... dun noe why? maybe too tired... suddenly remind myself of the phrase from the bible...

" Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked & depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe" - Philippians 2.14 verse 15

i know i should not complain, not gonna complain anymore... not gonna complain about realtionships stuff... coz if i complain, there'll only lots of explanations here and there... and its always the same reasons... i've learn to keep some things that i should not say:) and some that i can say:) its not about anyone... its now talking about my thinkings:) things that i've been imagining... well, thats all for today:) i lead a happy life still:) sometimes bad in the inside but i'll still be fine:) yeah... ok... tired... very! lols...

guys! pardon for not blogging so long... coz working nowadays... and good luck for ur course choosings:) and may u all be successfyl in future:)
tatas:)