mingys Blog!: the headache that i had the most painful time!!!

RAHHHH!!!!

yesterday had a real headache right after quarrelling with mum... well, somehow, i feel like losing the whole entire thing to her... just feel like going to some quiet place to sit down and cry... well, i feel so hurt, why is my mum like that? but that only heal when i hear someone i hope to hear... thats you... just wanted to hear the 3 words from you that really melt my heart and make me feel energise again... well, its just like superman returns, where he hate the green green thing thats deadly? i feel like i'm the superman, and the green green thing is my mum and the long diamond bar is my kymberly... hahaha... i'm so ridiculous... lols... haha.. anyway, i feel better and comfort now... although mum wants dad to tell me not to go out today, but i'm sure dad also cannot help it, and i know dad wouldn't do something to me like that... anyway, i just feel uncomfortable in the family... and well, yesterday i told mum about asking her to go see something today and she said ok, we'll go see then... but well, she forgot about it today... instead she's going to somewhere else later... and i have to go along with her too... and it was my sister's idea... and i'm involved... is this something wad i need to follow? can't i do my own thing? and u go enjoy your day with sister? if u think that asking me to go is something that will relief my stress... i can say that it doesn't help... it only makes it worst... i had to take painkiller today to stop my headache... and now it hurts again... i really feel like knocking my head on the wall.. something still hurts me is the word "useless" - does ur mum scold you for being useless? well, perhaps i'm too weak to accept the word... nvm... anyway, these 2 days, i manage to click up with a few fren for awhile... thanks to them:)

"guys! i'm feeling better le:) dun worry:) and

dear? i love you more than 3 words too!;) muacks!"