emo

Wad is the feeling of losing someone u love so much?
- infinite

Do u fear losing someone u loved?
- Definite

Do u cherish someone u love?
- Definite

Do u give in all your effort to do something for ur love one?
- Definite

But wad would u do if ur family objects you in a relationship?
- Some of you all would say that u'll stick to your own principle... but did u all tried that out? now i found out... loving someone is so difficult... and this makes me not to fall in love anymore...

the girl wasn't a girlfren... she was just a fren...purely frens... she's my mei~... and both of us cannot be together... so go on to say wadever u want... i feel hurt see u get hurt... and since u changing ur blog into livejournal... then go ahead... i have a feeling that everything that u've gone through would be deleted... i feel so stupid to have flashbacks... thinking about you time and time too... but just making myself feel hurt all the time isn't wad i want... i want something better... and i know it concerns of my family but i heck the hell care... coz i find that my family is already not inside my dictionary... they're just nothing to me.. never a thing to me... i'm not blaming anyone... but why is it me? in here...

i wish to fly away from this world... and never come back...

watching the video that i've made for you a year ago... listening to emo songs when i'm alone... and get emo along the way...

eemO boy*