sickening

今天你要嫁给我?

why do i find it so hard to get through things that i thought i've gotten over...

i hope one day that i can tell you every single thing that happen lately...
i hope i can be with you, in your arms...
i hope i can have dinner with you like every single time we had before...
i hope everyday i can hear your voice and see you...

every single day i pray that i can pass my days without thinking of you...
thinking of you yet, dun want to do anything...

just waiting for my love to come back to me.

headache*
stomache*
everywhere is pain.

i need a cooldown. hating myself for linking so many things together...
looking at the fren's of your frens, makes me think of you...

i want a peaceful life...