I felt pain...
it was more than just pain...
words that can't explained...
feelings that can't be described...
i'm lost again...

can anyone tell me where am i? i feel like i'm facing towards the sea and when i look down.. i was stepping on a piece of grassland, beyond my foot is down a cliff... standing at the edge of the cliff, looking at the never ending sea...

wad can u feel, when u are up there?
-relax?
-comfortable?
-sleepy?

well, i did not feel that way...

somethings wrong wif me... and i need to change! but HOW?

i hope there's someone that can help...
help in a way that can make things work in a better way...
my wishes are ruined...
i have never demand...
and i just want some dignity... some freedom... some space... some air to breadth further...
persuading never works...
explaining seems worthless...
trying to let them know how u feel truly, it's never accepted...

i wish my life can be like an eagle where i can soar thru the clouds without any worries or troubles...

i'm not saying about anybody.. and i'm not critising anyone here...
please understand...
i'm just very mess... my head is messing everything up...
i just feel like scolding some vulgar... but it just won't come out of my mouth...
i dun wanna go on writing here now...
i'll be finex...

happy to hear kym came back..
miss u... and sorry.. dun noe wad to talk to u for that moment... so i kept quiet and play games to numb myself bahz.. okx. i may sound stupid.. but sorry... i didn't mean it... i hope u'll understand... luv ya..
tatas...