Saturday, December 31, 2005

NEW YEAR EVE!

Now, its 2am... and i'm preparing to celebrate new year! lols... its a Brand NEW YEAR! 2006 and i'm gonna celebrate!!! yeahx! heex... anyway, 2006 will be a fun year i guess?

yesterday, 29th of dec...
kym waited for me... after my work, i went to find her...
she let me took a look at someone's message, giving the idea that a guy name kok hoe... is gonna chase her... then was kinda stun... and i ask her wad is she going to do? then we walk from wishma to cineleisure and sat down for a drink... all the way, i didn't know wad to do to win her back... my heart was kept giving me stupid ideas... which i dun dare to do... like bringing her to merlion and try to bring her back with me. or i was thinking of kneeling down along the road and say please dun leave... well, i dun have the courage to... anyway, its embarrassing... lols... wad if u were in my shoes? will u do this to ur gf if she's thinking of leaving? wad if u kneel down and she still insist of leaving? wad will u do? kneeling down and cry? well, i will! i will cry... and walk off... coz i nearly felt like walking away... coz its so painful holding her hands that few moments... she kept her hands away from mine many times... and i was shock... VERY!

then she told me about that guy... coz i ask... so, he's better than me?
then she say: "ya? better, a lot better... then i was totally shock...
anyway, in the end, she say.. she was just testing me... and she wanna she how i react... and she was quite disappointed...
but, i'm sorry becoz nowdays i'm quite tired with my job and i have to coop wel with it... yeahz? anyway, i'm serious with u all the time... maybe becoz i can't afford to lose u... i love u too much bahz... i promise not to keep things from you and i'll talk like i use to be.. (: yeahx... love u lots... muackx!!! lols... bleahs.. HAPPY NEW YEAR! NOW IS 8.42AM! and i have to go work le... bye!!!

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