i'm sorry...

i'm sorry... sorry for using that word... "selfish" on you... i really didn't mean to say that! coz u also know my english is so sucky... and limited! so, i wasn't saying u are selfish lahz... well, kymberly is not selfish... yeah? so please dun get it wrong dear... i was trying to say that why u keep saying that i'll like them*?

Although they look like HER*... but that doesn't affect me anymore... and i have made up my mind... i have made myself clear that i will love u... and i won't think of HER* anymore? and i won't even think that ur frens will have a chance! coz i love u for who u are! and i dun want anyone to go in between us... our relation will go on and on... and i can asure that my heart is only filled with you! and i won't even think of breaking up! i dun want u to feel that girls around me have the chance to become my gf... and they dun! coz i'm currently in love with yoU! i dun wanna find any girl except u! do u know how important you are to me? i just want to treat you as sweet and nice as i can... coz i made mistake in the past... and i dun wanna repeat it again! u understand?

i really dun have the heart to say that u are selfish... but i'm out of vocab lahz... i'm just trying to say that i'm helping a fren that i think i shld help... and i follow my heart that tells me so... they're simply frenx! and why can u think till so complicated? u say our relationship is going to end till the day we 're no longer around... and i'm serious with it! i wanna stay on with u!!!

just forget about the selfish word that i've said... CHEENA ppl have limited vocab to use... so, forgive my stupidity lahz... anyway, pleasee..... please! I BEG YOU! KYM!

Dun have the mindset that i'll leave u... i'll stay on till the day u ask me to leave... and i'll treat u like how u treat jesus... i'll never treat u coldly... coz u're my gf... ok?

well, i'm sorry for making u upset... and i did ask my supervisor whether there's any vacancies for my frenx... but he say no spaces... unless till january... so, that means no vacancies for the moment lahz... so, u can feel relief le... ok? i have to explain to u becoz i didn't mean to say those words... and i really dun have the mean to hurt u... you're jealous and i know... i understand how u feel when i say that you're selfish... but i only mean as a fren...
means that she's just my fren... so i have to help if i can... i won't accept anyone... i promise.. becoz i know i have you is already enough...

its enough having you with me... i'm satisfied having u by my side... just dun doubt my love for you... i had enough of explaining, and i'm sure you know that i'll not change you to anyone else... unless u demand to leave me... ok? but i hope it won't happen... anyway, as i've said... i love you ONLY! no one else... so PLEASE! know tat! ok?

and forget the selfish word lahz... i say wrong thing ok? i stupid... RAWARS!
just finish my work and dash back in a cab to type all these down... and after reading ur blog, i feel sad also... and i'm very happy that u know i'm honest with you... u know that i love you a lot... but u still think that i'll have some other girls outside... well, if u wanna know... ask me... tell me... i'll tell u wad is it... and dun worry... even if u are away... my ring(my heart) stays on with you... the "K" ring that i bought for u is a R.O.M ring hor! dun lose it! and dun lie to me again, tell me u lost it... heex... very tired after today's work.. tml working again... sadded... how i wish you were there waiting for me after my work... but i always think you were there... waiting for me... illusions lahz... sigh...

i miss you... sweet kymmie? and i love you... <3