i had a bad day...

today, receive a call when i was in the toilet bathing...
was happy to hear her laughter...
then turn out being hurt...
becoz of some reason...
made myself lose everything...
i feel nothing but....

PAIN...

nothing can express my pain...
i think i love too much... the more hard i go on loving... it turn out to be more hurting... so why go on loving? but i dun know why... i still go on loving... perhaps i should really stop hurting you... i know if this goes on... as u've said...

"i can tell u next week, or even next month.. we'll break... i can tell u it's possible"

isn't this clear enuff??? i'm sorrry... cause u so much pain...

i'll not make it hard for you anymore... thank you for being there for me those days... thank you....