woke up early in the morning... and went down for competition 3 on 3:) team up with the RI guys, nicholas was good! and si jian was good with his foul in and rebounding:) then in the end, we've got 4th in place... at least a fourth... better than the past year... well, didn't play well... dun know why...
came back home... realise that i need to apologise... apologise to someone that i was harsh... but somehow i felt that its very pain... pain in my <3... i wish someone could hold me now... hold on to me and dun let me collapse... sometimes, its hard to do something where u find it simple.... and when u find it hard, u wouldn't even want to give it a try:) dun you?
i feel like an idiot... a jerk and selfish..... and at the mean time, love.... u find things sometimes hard to accept and also easy to take it, when words comes out from different people...
well, i took someone for granted... and i'm selfish... do i sound stupid? well, i do... someone said, u never know wad u've lost, until one day u really lose it... yesh.. i'm afraid to lose it... and i'm afraid to lose someone... but wad makes me getting more afraid is that will i collapse??? or perhaps burst? i dun want anything to happen as for now... coz i truly cherish wad i have now...
ok:) after such a tiring day of bball trainings, i would like to say goodnite to everyone:) and bye bye:) tatas
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