Look!!! me and sheena's shoe:) hahahas... her shoes are awesome!!! i can't believe its handmade... hahahas... and i think she's the most prettiest afterall??? becoz she has a korean essence... well, yeap;) she knows too;)
well, we met for movie at junction 8 to watch a night trip at museum? hmmm did u spell it out correctly? then we were laughing like hell no one's business... PINTO and kelvin and me were the one laughing madly and loudly:)
then went to meet belinda, yvonne and huimin and cheryl at marina;) then we settle down for dinner at carl's junior;) heex:) was kinda fun staying at such places becoz we talk alot and took lots of pictures;) heex:) well, was great afterall:) well, went back together in the mrt... and me and tim drop off first and went home... on our way home, we went to some hawker to sit down and talk for a while:) well, talk alot... well, we talk about her*... actually not just we... alot of people asked... miss rohaya asked... the girls asked... the guys asked also... whenever its about her, my heart will get pierced once... its painful... its unbearable that makes me wanna cry... makes me want to jump into the pool and stay inside the waters... hahas... some of them laugh at me... saying i'm a emo kidd... yeah... i admit it that i am... i'm sorry but i really am... i feel so sorry for wad happen... and i feel her whenever i am... when i walk my way to marina... i would stop by at gelare to see things that use to happen... i would stop by new york new york where people will ask have u dine here before? yesh i do... with? with her... and everyone would keep quiet suddenly... then when i look down the path that leads to esplanade... i remember the photos we took there... everything... well, that was unbearable... i tot i could just walk down and see her down there and i would run to hug her... but that just won't happen... kinda stupid am i? well, it was everything that i've lost... happiness... i no longer smile better than how i use to be... maybe i'm not trying hard enough.... ya...
looking at you, i found out that u've found ur happiness... disappointed? i found out the wound still hurts... it hurts most when i see you with.... okie... i think i should stop now... i saw things that made me lose away myself once more... i found out something that made me angry for nothing... i feel totally off by now... i close my eyes... to clear that hurt in my heart... i see things that i dun want to... this is wad she wants it...
flowers... cancel them off in my dictionary...
i find tears more than happiness each and everyday...
i fade it off here once and for all...
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