hellos

hellos EVERYONE!!! mingy is back...
For so long, that he's stop bloggin and
today he return to the place where he's now...
Back to here once again... to share with everyone how he feels(:
throughout this period of my life after the break-up,
i didn't manage to deal with lots of things...
so many things that i lose control of who i am...
Doing silly stuff and end up alone somewhere after school...
Not knowing where to go and wad to do...
there're so many things that still stays within the heart of me
and never be able to let go...
But i want to release it here once again...
i dun know why am i so emotional...
or perhaps so coward or a whine...
but i'm not doing for anyone... but myself...
doing myself a favour to tell myself enming is still enming...

I'm a happy boy(:

pinkie and the brain

pasta mania?


so gay?

here's mingy..

looking down of LIDO

having long john at j8?


























waiting for sms?


























having fun at sentosa?


























carrying a girl's bag?


























having ice cream at swensen?


drinking water?


























hanging around at a specific place?


























playing at a specific playground?


























fetching someone everytime without failure... why?


Memories cannot be erased... and i'll pray for her each and everyday(:

making her feel pain is something i dun wish to do and dun want to do...

There might be ups and downs... but now i understand that its really all my fault... without enming, there wouldn't be so much hurt.. and i know wad is happening recently... but by the sight of seeing is never enough... even by standing at a corner watching her, makes me still melt... but seeing her with someone else simply makes my heart crushed and feel like scattering into pieces... hahas... why am i saying all these... i really dun know... hahas...



all these period;) luckily there're a few nice people along with me:) and thanks for their company:)


Thanks vivien mei mei(: the meal is something i wanted to treat you long ago also:), and its really nice having my lunch with ya(: we shall have it soon again(; hahas..




























Thank you: yvonne & limin & min... you all were the besties classmates ever:) hahas...

babe julius... i can't live without such nice dudey... hahas.. he's simply so nice(; poor thing that the girl that he loved for 5 years was something unfortunate:( well, nvm... u still got me!!! wahahas.. poor julius *shakehead* he simply have no choice of me gaying with him... hahas..

Melissa!!! she look SO gorgeous... even timothy was drooling.. LOLS... hahas.. it was just a meal with her and walk around after my competition in school... and it was really a sweet company after all(: thanks(: and she doesn't like me keep saying sorry... hahas... perhaps too use to apologising for that period.. but i will correct myself(; hahas... take care:) and dun say i'm cute... coz pigs are not cute... hahas... mingy shall see ya soon:) toodles**

For everything, i miss alot of people now and then... and i'm trying to get back them... and alot of gathering is coming up... i hope i can face it as more and more people ask me stuff that i dun feel like answering... but i will still answer:) anyway, thank you everybody:) and i'll keep praying(:
thanks ping:) i'll keep praying too(: and i'm gonna miss you all:( sobx:( well, take care:)

since u want to forget about me, ignore me, block me, do wadever u want... i recall myself and tell myself how much i've hurt... and i'll not look back becoz looking back is a source of pain... thats bullshit.. i never know that actually in another point of view... how much that i've done was taken for granted and not understood... even if love is beyond my reach, i'm certain and sure to tell myself i've love someone that i've put in all my everything... i wouldn't want that to happen ever again...

i won't want to fall to love... coz its something i will step away from now on... its rather to have a fren that cares and concern than having someone that when u lose, she disappear... hahas.. i'm so silly rite? yuppiex... thats all...

toodles--
tatas...