i'm sorry everyone... after all days, i'm finally back... a lot alot of things happened these few days... and i dun want to continue thinking about it... throughout so many things, i met frens that trying to cheer me up, and i found some frens hated me so much... well, i wouldn't say those who hated me... but i'll say the nice ones:)
enming is back... He's now alone... no longer attached becoz the girl that he was with, enming can no longer be with her... becoz of family objections... let me illustrate this family objection thing... k;) ddun be so angry with enming first...
Why is it enming can't continue being with his girl?
The reason why is becoz my mum, the psycho, insane, crazy, wadever u all can say her, she used every way to stop me to have a relationship with her... why??? becoz firstly, she said i had to study! and she doesn't allow me to have a relationship while i'm studying.. becoz she thinks i can't coop with both... so she threatened me to either stop studying and go to have a relationship... or stop the relationship, continue studying... some of you may like to say that i'm a coward... well, yes i am... i maybe a coward, but in enming's eyes, education is still wad he wants to excell in first... becoz now, life in singapore is no longer so easy... guys with diplomas are now all around the streets snatching jobs... i've got frens who were from poly, they came out to become salesman... and they told me... if possible, get a degree in the University... try to go overseas to get if u can't get it in singapore... and i agreed with them... for everything in the world, nothing is free... dun tell me oxygen, i'll punch u! :P hahaha... the decision of breaking up with her wasn't all my mum's fault... i would say half of it was my decision...
why was it my decision?
it was becoz all these days, i've heard lots of people tell me to patch back... continue lahz... so coward for wad??! lols... and only i heard from 2 nice and mature people told me something convincing and comforts me... that is firstly, i would like to thank russell... without you, dude, i wouldn't have learn so much things from u:) thanks:) Would u listen to your own heart or listen to other people's heart? and if u choose to go towards wad ur heart tells u to... you might fail... but u'll gradually learn from it and will not make the same mistake again... but if u follow people's heart, u tend to make mistakes but u dun realise them... so which one do u think should u choose under my situation? i would choose my own heart... even if its painful for me to let go... but i know someday she'll understand as well... it's better to be like that:)
another person that i would like to thank you is... :) hahaha..., i better not say the name out :s... well, u know who u are:) even though things were bad for me that few days, i talk to this person and this person listen to me and comforted me... thank you:) hey! you'd be alright.. dun worry. remember if you've decided on something. and know thats its the best of the both of us.. stick to it.. dun hestitate around... its more painful to swing around the 2 decisions... so just settle with just one answer and put a top to it... and i know its really very mean but i know for the best... at least won't hurt so much unless i go on continuing... must stay strong:) so i should be:) thank you:)
anyway, everyone out there... i maybe a flirt to u all:) but i dun care... becoz i myself never do such things... perhaps u all dun have any girls attracted to u... somehow i felt sorry for u all... but well, girls talk to me becoz they're nice... and they're not the girls u all guys think... so please... think before u say the next time... i have frens... and i protect my frens very much... and dun u insult them... becoz they mean alot to me... idiot guys or girls that i'm thinking of right now... simply impotent and pathetic...
well, life is going to be different now on and although feeling amiss sometimes, but i'll get use to it soon... just give myself a bit more time to get back who i am... and continue back wad i use to do in the past... physical trainings will only be a way to stay myself out from the dark side... i wanna torture myself;) scream!!! hahaha...
the days of my life in sp, i found super nice frens... and i would like to thank them for sharing their lamest funniest jokes with me:) thank you JULIUS baby:) hahaha... u're the sweetest and sexiest dude... hahaha... can't wait to gay with you each and everyday:) hahaha...
stay strong - becoz i dun wanna hurt or get hurt again**
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