dun take me like an idiot.

you think that wad you've done is considered smart?

Ever since the day when u recovery that pain in your heart. you feel nothing anymore and never recall. wad i thought was something cherishable. but its not the fact anymore. i thought you're standing at the doorstep of my door. but i was wrong. i thought you're coming towards me, but yet u slip pass me. i thought you shoot at the enemy and i found out i was one of them.

when i feel you, where did u go? wad did u feel? can you feel?

you're cold. heartless. painless.

i was so stupid to still leave that portion of you in my mind. i was stubborn to make myself back to where it belong. i was a dumb ass recalling wad i should have felt.

i was shit, doing so much. and you felt good doing so.

if you wanted to rise that fire in me.
you've succeeded.
remember this is wad u've caused. this is wad u want from me. this is wad you give to me. and this is wad i should get from YOU...

thanks ah.
you've won.

i'llneverforgetwadu'vedonethisday.