old skin old memories

this is my new, perhaps old blogskin... somehow i created so many things new here... and they're considered past... they're my histories... and i'm not showing all these to the person i once loved... i'm showing for myself to see... dun get me wrong... alright?

and if you came by to see all these, keep it to yourself... dun tell anyone even her*...

i know i can't forget her... i'm sorry... i can't treat myself better than that... yet, i just want to be better than that, thats all... i'm not a superhero... or am i an expert in anything... i just want to tell myself how much i've really experienced from the past till now...

you can say i'm emo or wadever so..

a few days ago, i have to apologise to somebody that i've hurt again..
i dont know what came over me but to me saying no was the only word i could think of at the spur of the moment. maybe i was unsure and to afraid of the yes and no came out easier. i ask myself what im unsure of ,and maybe its just that im not ready to take the step of faith and be in a relationship again. perhaps what i did experience once was upsetting and i didnt want to go through that again. im afraid that if we were together, i would lose a close person thats you.how? i dont know,but the thought just brings uncertainties to me. but when i really sit down and think about it, i realise how much it must have hurt and i feel even more afraid of losing a special person whose close to me always. perhaps after all its just me being unsure of myself. if there is anything i can do to make you feel better now, i would do it, i promise. for all that i've explained to you. i hope you really feel better after saying it all out. sorry.

and these few days, loads of happening events being helded and i was in a puddle of mud, stone-ing, not knowing wad to do. but i manage to lay out everything and do them accordingly.

work at warehouse to prepare for sales on 7th of march
-climb here and there to look for stocks and did price tagging.
-raining after work, and so sweet that limin(heh bi hiam) came down to pick me with her umbrella, so sweet:) thank you hbh:) hahaha
-went to pick up my camera then from hui min
-went to send big sis off the airport

went to NUS to do sales..
-sold 67 fragrance perfumes out of 100 pieces.
-sold out all 140 bottles of makeup removal cleansing milk lotion
-sold out all 20eyes makeup removal
-sold out all 16men's supplies starter kit
-sold out all facial soup for mild skin
and the sales team beat our target($35,000) for the sales with $38,590!!! Hooo!

went to sentosa siloso to sun tan and have fun with my lovely buddies

went to holiday inn hotel to have seminar and meetings..

so busy rite? hahaha... there're more to come... tiring days are all ahead...

later have to work at bugis's clinique counter:(
being a coolie:S hahaha... jk jk

alright... see ya guys:) toodles*
pictures of my trips will be posted soon;) sorry for the late bloggin..

*~i've already successful gotten over her, but i fail to forget her~*