curfiews as for usual...
didn't talk much for many days...
today went out together with sis... then didn't talk much also...
then shop till dad came and drive us to elsewhere for dinner...
saw my favourite car drove pass us:S and i scroll down the window to listen that WRS turbo Subaru passby... *Pisssssss...* haha...
then went to have dinner...
had quarrels during dinner;
sister wanted to help by talking up for me, but ended misunderstanding by mum..
her menopause is getting worst each and everyday.
i didn't say anything throughout the dinner, except telling sister "You shouldn't have said that."
after the dinner, i became very frustrated but i didn't show it out to anyone...
went back to car first and cool down...
didn't want to show any temper to her anymore...
just want to keep quiet when she scold me the next time..
i know i can't take it... but now i just have to bear with it..
when i reach home, i told sister i dun want to be calculative in front of her..
i just want her to leave me alone and just dun want her to talk to me..
i want her to realise wad she's been doing all these while...
and one day she'll discover it herself..
i rather be in pain quietly than letting it out becoz it hurts more when i shout at her..
last time i still have you to be my comfort..
you would listen to me everytime i feel so vexed.
but now, i dun know who to seek for.
think of you.. i feel of loss once again.
nvm. i dun wanna start anything again.
i'm vex-ed.
~can't wait for that day to come.
where you'll finally understand the pain that u've caused.~
Daddy's birthday + the day i went to airport***
FULL! lol. can't take anymore food.
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