honey invades. :D

hellooo!
this is miss kym here, invading mr yap enming's blog. :D
today, i'm pretty much happy. (:
why? cos honey kept me company today.
but really nasty things happened.
like his mom calling and scolding him.
again because of the letter.
the stupid letter that i wrote.
i wrote this letter when i was on holiday.
i wrote this letter even after i come back from a long tiring day there.
and what happens?
it's under the harsh scrutiny of his mom and his family.
excuse me?
do they even understand the meaning of RESPECT or at least PRIVACY?
this is just not fair.
i wrote this especially for him.
not for it to be a piece of paper that can be passed around anyhow they like.
i'm really fed up and tired of them just not being able to just let us be together.
i feel as if i'm being pushed to a dead end or something.
and moreover, honey's already 18! EIGHTEEN!
he's old enough to make his own decisions!
and i believe he knows what he wants in life now.
why can't she just let it go? LET IT GO?

i'm just thankful that we had my mom there to advise us on things and make me feel so much better.
cos his mom calling me all the time really freaked me out.
i was starting to lose my patience.
i thank GOD for my mom, really.((:
and at least i had honey to hug and to holdd,
to find comfort in. (:
something i'm also really thankful for.
i just hope he's not going through such a hard time because of me.
i really feel horrible when things don't go well for him. :(

i really appreciate his presence with me all the time.
it's like it doesn't matter how fast time is ticking or how things are going.
it's like this perfect world that i can only find when i'm with him.
he makes things seem so so much better. :D
i really want things to change. and i know someday this will all end.
GOD will help us. ((:

and honey, it doesn't matter how tough things get for me. just as long as i have you with me.
and as long as i can be with you. we'll stay strong okay? the harder things get, the stronger we'll become. (:
I LOVE YOU so so much honey. :D
more than you could imagine.

alright. here's my entry for you. ((:
i need to sleep now. my eyes are closing. haha
goodnight honey. i loveeeeeeee you!! love love love you! :D
oh and btw,there are only girls at ann's house tmr.
just the 3 of us.
just wanted to disturb you. :P
love you honey!
night! :D