today, went to J8 to study at mac... then after that board 52 to NP. and met weiric on my way there... then met dear after her project. so left back to J8 becoz dear have to deal with her dental appointment about tightening her braces. then after that went to eat pastamania:) and went home for dear to take a nap becoz later at nite she's going to her fren's - ann's house to stay overnight to do project. i was worried that there's gonna be guys there... but luckily there wasn't any:) hahaha... then after that mum's phone sms her...
she said dear was cheap in writing those letters to me, and saying that she's a "crazy prostitude!" which i totally disagree! and she hurt dear so so much!!!!!! and i have to try comforting her... and i was so angry inside about how she say her... and i preserve the fire in me... so, left to meet mum, dad and cousin's family at Plaza Singapura.
went back home sitting cousin's dad's car:) and have to wait for cousins to leave our house then can start the fire in me... so, they left. and wad happen next, thats when 2nd sister voice appeared in the living room... its mum's phone message thats honey replied... and i think its great to wake them up from wad they're doing to me... and so, i went out to say, "wad thing again?" then 2nd sis, start to say that she sms honey some message, so i ask her wad was inside the messages she send... so she was saying all the things inside the message, she said, honey was cheat to write those letters to me, and she's a crazy prostitude... which made me real pissed... so, i have to shoot her back... in the first place why u say people cheap... and even crazy prostitude! you dun even know what we did and just by the letters u say things so hurtful to her.... and its so obvious why she wants to sue you! can't use ur brain to think!!!! then she trying to argue with me again and again... so i say, writing letters means that the person is cheap... then there'll be a lot of cheap people around the world then! so i have to make her feel sorry for saying all that and so, in the end, she stopped saying all that.. and she went into her room keeping quiet. then i talk to mum and big sis... mum was also quarrelling with me... till where big sis is trying to talk to me... she ask me, if i want to continue my studies or continue doing all the nonsense letter and relation with her... then i choose continue studying and at the same time, can have girl fren as normal, and make sure mum won't make a fuss out of it... well, thats where big sister really know how to communicate... becoz she kept thinking of how i feel first... and telling me things... and really can talk things out... rather than arguing about wad happen... and yup... big sister say, u can still have these kind of frens... and she knows that i myself is someone that dun follow into the bad accompany like smoking, drinking in pubs, disco, etc... so she say, if u want to go out now, limit for u is to return home at around 11pm... and yesh, u can go out, but not too often... and u dun create sparks with other girls from now on... and not let her see letters again...
and i promise, i won't have any letters... but still i love sweetheart very very much... and i'll stand up for her in anyway... becoz the words thats used on her really hurt me too... becoz she's saying someone i love so much! and i can't stand there and do nothing... but oh well, i did made a good move after honey's mum calm me down:) anyway, i just pray that i and honey will be well looked after by God from now on... and i thank God... becoz its Him... that made us stronger... and its becoz of this thing that happens, made us stronger as well, and also let me tell them that i'm already 18.... and i have my own thinkings... and i will think be4 i act... and i'm no longer a kidd... thats where my big sister say... and i told mum they all that, people do make mistakes... and i know that i;ve made a mistake... and i'll try to correct it... i won't do things without thinking... and i know that going with honey, i would never do something wrong... becoz we both know wads right to do and wads not... and i promise... no matter wad i do, i won't end up one day, running home telling mum that i've got a baby... ya? i'm not that stupid to have a baby in the first place... ok! and i just want to tell dear that i really love her very much... and i want to let her know that, she's way more important than anyone... becoz i really wanna spend the rest of my time with her... i pray that Lord will guide us thru and not let us fall apart... i surrender to u my lord... and thank god... i love u dear... goodnite... and hope ur teeth won't hurt so much tml... nites
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