today, woke up and got stun by mum... where she was holding a letter that honey wrote... thats the letter she gave me when she came back from bangkok... and i totally forgot to take it out from my jeans back pocket!!!! and mum was extremely angry about it... and so, i sat down to explain to her calmly... and well, then have to play a show for her to see... and have to tell honey to cooperate:) thanks dear... becoz of your help that made everything better:) thanks sweetheart:)
then after that, mum said dun let all these happen again... and i dun wanna see it! then she let big sister see... then she even wants to track down my calling and smsing... idiot! making things worst for me... well, its like leading a prisoner's life... and i hate it... and i blew off the house after that... going to somewhere i know i can have comfort with:)
then went to buy dinner aftertat for honey... and was crossing the road without using bridge:) hahaha... and nearly got bang by the car... and i also dun know why so weird, becoz thats when i receive a sms, honey telling me... am i ok? and she's worried... and i was "PHEW!" lols... didn't wanna tell her later she dun have appetite to eat:) well, after the meal, hearing her tell me that why i treat her so good:) well, i found out the same answer that is, becoz i love her very much:) and something more is that i want to cherish her and not let her leave me...
i really dun wanna lose her... becoz losing her is really like losing a limps of mine... where its not gonna be perfect anymore... it her, that bring happiness into my life... and its her, that made me brand new... heex:)
today, when i went down to buy dinner for darling... there wasn't heh mee(prawn noodle), so i call her... well, she knew that i didn't carry much money along, so she said something that melted my heart... coz i was asking her wad she wants to eat... and yet, she say "you go buy wad you want to eat first, then u buy mine." i suddenly felt so touched and my heart shivered once more... then, in the end, she wants to eat chicken wings... and i know thats not gonna make her full by just eating that... but she insisted it.. so i went to get dessert then:) well, just very touched by how she thinks for me... and well, that makes me feel like loving her more and not wanting to let her go... and well, when i went back... she kept giving me kisses:) thanks dear:) heex:)) i love u too;) *kisses* hahaha... then, after that, i have to go home... so, went home straight... and while i was bathing, mum confiscated my mobile... and i didn't want to make a fuss out of it but just pray... i pray that things will become much better... lord... satisfy our needs... and thank you lord for a wonderful cheer up day i had...
wad makes me feel better was that going to honey's house, makes me feel more loved than mine... and i feel that honey's house is where i always feel sweet home:) well, thanks dear:) and yup...
mum... if u can feel wad i wanna say now... please.... stop separating me and kymberly... becoz i really want to be with her... and i dun want her to leave me.. and i want to be with her freely... hope u'll understand.... and i just want u to know, we're not bad people... and we do things in a good way, and not bad! and we love each other and cherish each other...
i love her even when the whole world's oceans has lost its water... even if it dries up.. i'll still love her... goodnite
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