i really dun noe how i feel now... can somebody just give me a hug? a tight one? my heart shivers so much... the person that i loved simply showed me wad i should really deserve... and its where deep down my heart that made me sense that its time that i should get ready for me to collapse... and everyday from then onwards, i'll have to bear the fear of my heart that shivers... i dun want to collapse.... i dun want it to happen on me... why am i such a coward? why? why am i so stupid? why am i so crazy? when will i learn? WHEN!!!!!!!!!!
life is great... life is beautiful... and though things are out very badly, like smashed cans, they still can be recycled and remade into a new object... by then will the new object still contain its value of wad it was before? well, i manage to go through lots of things in my mind....
nothing can change the way i love her... but if things really have to be this way, i'll just have to accept it... 10 months... and its not just a blink and u can forget everything... its really something that leave a huge impact in my life...
if she ask me will i be fine one day.. i'll only act to be fine... becoz not showing wad i really am will be better than showing her wad i really am... and hurting her will only make things worst... i promise i won't want her to feel upset anymore... becoz i believe if u love someone, u will rather let her do something she wants than forcing her to stay... which will only hurt her more later... i love her very much... and i can't cherish her... so, i'll just have to let go... i'll collapse, but silently...
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