A new start from now on...
A new beginning...
A new make over...
A new story...
after so many days, at least i still manage to keep myself fill up with sports... went swimming that day, i feel that swimming is a very good place to fill myself in it... when u swim, nobody knows u cry... no one can see ur tears row down that cheeks... i swan for a few hours and went back home... was kinda relaxing myself but memories kept filling up my empty mind... making it full which made me cry under the water... i felt heartache when i submerge myself under the water looking up into the sun... i shivered... hahas... well, i lose something precious... and i learnt to let it go becoz this precious doesn't fit to be mine... perhaps i'm just not the owner yet or maybe forever won't... i didn't treat my gem special enough, i made that gem lose itself and changes lots of things through all... i did regret making the choices... but i won't go back on my words... but coop with the things i have now... enming will buck up from now on;)
enming promise hui min, sarah, vivien, russell, julius, zhen jie, xing ying, ping, yiling, lina, oneling, jun rong, benjamin, etc... that enming will be strong from now on... thank you all for talking to me that period... u all are the best;) well, enming learn alot of things all these days... and he's accepting it bit by bit... although he doesn't shows it out... but he's happy at the outside still... i maybe hurt when i think about it... even would take some bus to somewhere i shouldn't be going... lols... isn't that hilarious? hahas... but luckily russell waited for me at bishan:) and we had lunch at long john silver and memories is just like flow of water down the fountain... the places i use to go... i went with him:) russell is the best company after all:) thanks russell:) hahas... and well, thanks for accompanying me that period going around town places, like orchard, parkmall, ikea, suntec city, marina square to look for the bean bag;) hahaha... poor him:) but i didn't make him lose out lahz:) heex;) i still buy him ice cream to eat;) hahaha... aren't we like kids? hahaha... well, and all these days, russell and julius are both best companies;) thanks dudes...
Look at ME!!! i look ugly with that hairstyle!!!
after so many things that has passed... hurricane and wave has stopped... and enming shall start over a new page of his life once again... with everything new... he decided to do a make over;) hahas... so dumb rite? well, i still prefer with my short hair;) more comfortable and cuter like boy boy;) i rather be a young sunshine boy with a mature voice than some old looking man:) this is the current enming from now on...
---AFTER---
Do you like the present enming? or the past one? i personally like the present, and he'll still have the same characteristic like before;) so no worries;) just look a bit younger... ahhaha...
i will keep mickey with me;) forever and ever... and i'll want to thank you for being in a part of my life... you're the best... and i'll be happy for you...
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