today has been a tiring day

today has been a busy and tiring day:( went to school then go for lessons and finish school at 4pm... then waited till 6.30pm go for competition against CLS(Chemical Life Science) well, was pretty tough match... it was at the 4th quarter we end up both 47 vs 47... then we play OT(overtime) so ended up we lose them by 6 points... well, shit! we shouldn't have lost de lohs:( but dun know leh:( just very disappointed with myself... becoz i didn't perform well:( but nvm... the match ended at 9pm... then changed and took mrt back with russell and timothy;) hahas... thanks for their company;) well, they're so nice people:) then reach home at 10.30pm... too tired and override till reaches out of the place of my house... so dumb dun u think so? lols...

reach home... face that wicked sick woman in the house... was too tired so, didn't talk after all... had dinner and now, sitting down here reflecting...

well, after reading someone's blog, i felt very touched... i still mean so much inside her... but well, i'm just too tired to think of it... i collapse so many times these days... i collapse at the court so many times... and my team was asking me if i'm okie... well, it wasn't that physical tiredness... but that heart that tired me out... i no longer feel happy like how i use to be... even when i play at the court... i tot i would forget every pain inside of me... but i was wrong... everyone said i not in a good form to play... but well, i guess i need more training... and i hope its not the feelings that cause me that... well, i shall end it off like that...

last few days, alot of things happen... and let the pictures do the talking:) well, thanks to my frens;) they talk to me alot... although i regret making the choice i've made... i'll only accept wad i've done... ya? hope u all understand my situation... no matter how much hatred i have for that wicked woman in my family.. i have to bear with it... i wish to scold her so much.. but i just can't...s

anyway, i hope SHE is fine now:) i dun wanna quarrell with her... and i guess tats all... i dun wanna put myself into such things... i think i prefer being everyone's favourite guy:) take care guys:)

THESE PHOTOS ARE TAKEN A FEW DAYS AGO:)























































My love for her is still like before... but i no longer able to show it out... i'll kept it deep inside... take care everyone:) toodles*

enming leave with his cramped legs...